Its 5:13 in the morning. Didie just called and it hits me. I told him the tentative date for our graduation day. He said that he might not be able to make it to the day.

I really thought it was okay. But it did hurt a bit. =(

I just hope that someday somehow we will be united as one wholesome family again.

Dear beloved Didie,

You may think that I don’t care

But I hope somehow you’ll know that I include you in every prayer

You may think that Ma was wrong

But I wish everything will be correct and fine just like a song

You may think that Paul went astray

But I know he’s on his right way

You may think Nening is still a kid

But I want you to realize that she could buy a bid

You may think that Rini and Rani has forget you

But you should know that they still remember every bit you

It’s month of March

Month of your batch

We missed you very much

With that, I dedicate this to you

Happy birthday Die and we love you

March 19, 2012 (Monday)

5:36am