love myself

fuh...after a long hard days of the exam fever, i finally dah abis took some of the bigatin subjects..
now i only have one plan in my mind.....i want to pamper myself now. i want to treat myself very well now.
what is my plan now?
i think i have to go to sug'r saloon for hair treatment...haha i suffered bad hair disease actually.
and i think i have to see a dentist for my awesome tooth decay..i wish i can replace this ugly tooth with a new one.
i think sending e-mail to my best friends will cheer me up.
i think i need to stay away from my books, photocopies and notes so that i can have a peaceful mind...at least for this x-mas break.
i think i must go home and visit lolo this evening cause i have bought something for him.
i think right now i should go out this i'cafe so that i can go to Jollibee and have a nice meal.
for now i am loveless but i am hoping for the best.
still, i have to go and dedicate my time for myself and just for me.
i am selfish but i have to love myself...
i love myself kerana diriku begitu berharga...
bye for now...i am going to take a good x-mas break for myself.
so long 2010....hello 2011☻

Congrats from far here•••

I wanted to be like you...
I feel like I'm envying you but I really am..
I want to befriend you..
I want to call you 'kakak'
or even 'ate'
I want to be happy like you..
I want to be as free as you..
But I realize we're just so different..

I hate the feeling of envying..
But I know for sure you are worth of..
So I tell myself,
Len u can be like her
If you really wanted to..

I bear in mind
Everyone is unique.
But admiring you excites me..
In everything you do
I am inspired
I am aspired
I am driven
I am challenged

After a hiatus of silencing
I realized..
You are my best idol..

All the time

All the way

You deserves everyones' admiration..

Though you never learns any of me
Though you never knows I admires you
Still I feel lucky to meet and know
Beautiful person like you
Inside and outside
You are wonderful

And right now right here
With what I learned
I sincerely want to extend this to you
Especially for you...
☻CONGRATULATION!!☻

Hoping mine will coming soon too... ins-ya Allah...